Essay on Effects of Wearing KTB - Kali's Teeth Bracelet

A little personal back ground information relevant to myself and Mistress Shivah.

I am a 21 year old 24/7 slave to Mistress Shivah, i have been owned by her for over two years now, and we are planning our wedding as of now. I have been a lifestyler since 16, and since then i have been owned by two Masters and two Mistresses. I am an introspective and deeply inquisitive little pup, question reality type of attitude, and a spirit to a fault. I have had my trials as everyone else has had and then some and beat them all. I consider myself an extremely lucky person to be where i am today, although i have no luck personally *g*.

My experiences are pretty vast for the short amount of time i have been in the lifestyle, and i pray that they never end in the new ones. Im a lover of music, and of torment, i believe i operate and function much better under chaos.

To start with, an explanation and examination of my sexual orientation, basic orientation of fantasies, and some personal preferences. I consider myself bisexual, fully, i fell as though i am genderless, and thusly do not care which sex i am with. I often think of myself as a pup or toy, if i think of myself as anything. One my strongest fantasies and eroticisms is chastity belts, as i love the control, and the thought that it could be permanant with a little solder or a piercing. As i stated earlier, i operate much better in turmoil, torment, and frustration, thus the chastity is a great thing to me.

Mistresses Kali's Teeth Bracelet

This is basically what the bracelet looks like, except instead of "Mistress" our lock has "Shivah's" inscribed on it. The teeth insets are commercial, as the bracelet is a commercial version of course. I did make a modification, but it has to do with a centurians leather slave chastity device, for more enclosure/support. We did this so the Teeth could be worn much longer without abrasion or irritation, and also it locks and encloses the scrotum as well for even more pulling security.

The period in question here, was for a period of five weeks, involving some intentional torture and overload on my senses. A prolonged psychological and physical torture of my Mistresses device.

At the beginning of chastity, the first hour or two are always fun, Mistress teasign and tormenting, you playing coy little subby. After those first couple hours, i get the first uncomfortable adjustments, trying to get everything to sit just right so nothing is pinching or digging in or just doesnt hurt. Nearly impossible, but you try, eventually you get soft. The changs you go through in experiencing the control over yourself ar vaired. I experienced feelings of shock, fear, and paranoia at times. Albeit brief moments, there are these times, and they do make you reconsider a lot of things about yourself, and what led you to this position. Inner reflection.

The fear and paranoia are brief moments, moreover the reactions you experience come in four to five main stages.

The primary stage being "the rush" this is when before and after the device is locked on.

This stage can produce sexcitement, fear, anticipation, "sub space", and other highly emotional thoughts and feeleings.

You are being locked away by the one that owns you, and now they have achieved another level of control, uncomparable to aything. They own and control your complete sexual actions and reactions to everything. The rush of emotions usually cause excitement of the penis as well, unless you have control already, or are just too afraid to achieve excitement. This stage fades after about four hours of noncontact from the owner (when they stop torturing you in it :]), and you move on to the next stage.

The Secondary stage is a multifaceted stage, and can change for a lot of people dpending upon their personality.

On one effect, the person has realized that any sexual response becomes painful very quickly.

As to this effect one of two things can happen.

The first being, when the person gets excited, which cause an amount of pain. This causes th person to react and become more stimulated causing even greater amounts of pain and fear for an hour or more. This continues even while sleeping, until the person gains enough self control to wear the device without being brought to tears. Masochists have a real problem with this happening.

The second effect is that of the person being hurt a few times and losing erection quickly, fear and pain set self control in quickly with they person and they learn quickly that the device can be very painful. Being as such they develope self control rather quickly. (Note: Even those with the greatest of self control can be awakened very painfully with an erotic dream.)

Eventually the person begins to accept their fate and stage three begins.

The Third stage is where the person developes the final abilities of self control.

In this stage the person wearig the kalis teeth has learned to control his own feelings and stimulations, which brings on the next phase of training and psychological adjustment. The keybearer(person who can take the teeth off) now has the responsiility to try to stimulate the submissive until he gains excitement, whereas it is the submissives responsibility to restrain himself. If not he is caused great pain once more. This is what i would consider the core. THe psychological and physical emotions and responses have been gauged. The submissive is in great fear of being in pain again, and it is 90% sure he will be until he learns to control himself against your advances. The level of fear is different though, it has changed from a fear of being in pain and just hurting, to a fear of being in pain and disappointing the keybearer. Their world is quickly moving towards the next stage. The next stage may come before this stage is even finished.

The Fourth stage is the stage where emotions run higher, and the brink of anticipation begins.

In this stage the submissive is beginning to feel remorse for his excitement if they are still not in complete control. They are highly submissive, but are on an emotional roller coaster, violent mood swings are even a possibility. The subject is now feeling extremely vulnerable, beaten, almost nothing. They are at a level to be programmed to almost anything. But it must be done with great love and caring. A spanking at this point can be an emotional overload which leads to a river of tears.

It can be a good time to do so, if your submissive has been holding in a lot of emotions, and you gauge very carefully that doing such will not cause emotional damage or trauma. There is also a glimmer of anticipation, since they are learning total self control, that they are reaching their goal and may be released soon ( the ever present power of hope and the human spirit) a good cheering on or even a present at this point can mean the world and advance their training willingness by leaps and bounds. At the psychological level the next stage may start after stage Three is complete.

The Fifth stage is where the victim is under control of the physical excitement.

The submissive at this point has learned to control his excitement and at this point is anticipating release. Bear in mind the time frame of this whole event may be anywhere from one week to a couple of months. Depending upon the trainers preferences. At this time psychologically they may be okay with what they have learned, but can definitely be a walkign time bomb of emotions. Lashing out is a common thing, but only because they are so high strung on a vast range of different emotions, including anger, humiliation, frustration, submissiveness, pride, joy, strength, weakness, hopelessness. And all these feelings are not being felt seperately o a usual basis, they are bombarding the submissive all at once. This causes a reaction in the submmissive of being lost and confused. However their overall reaction at this point is a very docile and servile one. These other emotions only take over in sparatic rashes.

The time for release can be teased, gambled upon, played with as much as is to the keybearers pleasing. And the sbmissive will be ever willing and ready to serve, and ever anticipating release.

The Final stage

Release, this is where you must have the most control. The first few days the submissive may still have a very docile attitude, but do not forget the VERY important fact that they still have all these emotions bottled up inside them. A variation that works for me, is a creative outlet of some sort, music dancing, whatever the subbie enjoys doing to blow off steam and release emotions, as well as a couple of long drawn out scenes, which lead to release after much torture and physical and emotional strain. These two things wil help drain the submissive of all the fireworks they had stored up. Once you have fully accomplished this, for a week or longer it is a good idea to keep a very firm and controlling hand on your submissive, as they will have the urge to push back and try to do as much as possible to retain the torture. But by showing them a firm loving hand this psychological reaction can delve them even further into their servitude towards you.

The emotional and physical roller coaster ride has ended for the moment... please watch your step on the way out folks.

Dont forget that it is a tool like anything else in BDSM, and must be accompanied by psychological training, love, caring, and above all else, a sane controllling factor. The submissive will need a loving arm, a port from the storm now and then. Please be there for them.

Love,

da pup
snoopy{MS]

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