Impotent Chastity Male...

Hello, I hope you enjoy this writing about me and my Lady?

It seems that I have always been in some form of male chastity since I was a child; I remember my fantasy life consisted of me giving oral pleasure to girl, or woman, usually without any concern of my pleasure. I mean what kind of male has these thoughts; wanting to orally pleasure a woman, and not wanting anything for himself, no intercourse, no bj, not even hand play. All I wanted was the pleasure of pleasing her orally, to go down on my knees to give her cunnilingus until she had her orgasm/s, and I'd enjoy consuming her juices and vaginal discharge as my only reward.

There were numerous times in the past when I would make orally love to a woman, and when she came, I would frequently come spontaneously ejaculating my sperm into my pants. I know it sounds weird, but I enjoyed that experience.

My best and most frequent lovemaking sessions have always concluded with my woman having an orgasm as a result of my mouth and tongue's action. And I always found myself masturbating to completion as she squirts her creamy liquid saturating my tongue and filling my mouth. On a regular basis after my lady gets off she uses her hands to embrace my face firmly to her pussy as I take pleasure in my adapted orgasm by caressing my partly erected penis.

Occasionally, while my lady would hold my mouth and tongue to her saturated vagina, my penis would drip pre-cum into a pair of nylon panties I sometime wore, (I usually kept my penis and ball area shaved, because I loved the feel of the nylon against my smooth groin area), and although I would resist touching myself, I would have this weird sensation, like an inner orgasm.

My sperm would; without any stimulation, discharge, ooze an abnormally large amount of semen into my panties.

I thought; what was wrong with me? Was I a wimp, sissy, pansy, I didn't want to fuck her, join my penis with her snatch, or get off inside her pussy like a normal man? I'd rather have self-induced orgasm then intercourse like a normal man. I always enjoyed masturbating more than intercourse, and yes, even more than receiving a blow job.

The few times I did manage to maintain a semi-erection, and penetrate my lady, I would frequently have a premature discharge inside her vagina. However we both knew I didn't perform intercourse to her satisfaction. She being disappointed would gently put her hands on my head, and push it in the direction of her messy pussy; I would lick and suck her drenched, wet stringy pussy, drinking every drop of my discharge that I deposited in her. I mean it was the only way I could get her off, since I couldn't bring her to an orgasm with my feeble penis. My lady told me many times she would have her best orgasm with my mouth and tongue while I was cleaning her pussy. What is it that women like about a male eating his own sperm? And why does it make me so horny also?

Now I am in a relationship with a woman who isn't fond of intercourse or of giving oral to me, so in many ways we are right for each other. Judy, who was reluctant at first, enjoys keeping me in a new Lori device, the new number 6 with the new locking system. Judy takes pleasure in keeping my penis locked up in the chastity device, and since I don't get to masturbate and have an orgasm, I am always ready to pleasure her with my mouth and tongue whenever she wants.

She is eager to destroy my desire to masturbate, and someday make me impotent and permanently flaccid by keeping me locked in the chastity tube for long periods of time. Judy's goal is to make sure I can only orgasm, or rather discharge, drip sperm from my shrivelled up impotent penis into my panties when she massages my prostate. Thus removing the need for any chastity device. She likes to receive cunnilingus only. Judy feels a male's penis is not needed ever. I am very excited being with a dominant woman like her, I am actually looking forward to when my penis will remain flaccid all the time without the need of a chastity device. I know it sounds weird, but it's my lifelong fantasy becoming real. She has me taking female hormones to hasten the process along.

Judy has hinted that when I become permanently impotent, maybe she'd consider removing my penis? I am not sure I'd like that, but it does excite me to think about being penis-less down there. I try to imagine my testes filled scrotum hanging between my legs? Maybe she's right? I am very happy just using my mouth and tongue to pleasure her sexually. I also like wearing panties and a panty girdle with my cage/tube tucked between my legs. Sometimes It feels like I have nothing there. I'll keep you all informed later.

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