My Story, my Fate?

I just met an awesome girl, who accepts that I had crossdressed for a girl "once" and that I would wear panties "if they were made for men" and that I like it from behind. She has been celibate for a year with the full intention of never having sex again until marriage.

We will be able to fool around, but just no "real" sex. This idea turns me on. Especially since I love to jack off so much. She is really a catch. very smart, great soul, great morals, great values, very sexy and sexual and very beautiful. I cant let her get away.

I actually suggested recently that she may have to make me wear a chastity belt to prepare for no sex until marriage and to quell my masturbation habit. After explaining what it was, showing her websites and pictures, she agreed that it may be a good idea. Because:

• It will train me to not need sex as much and stop my ability to masturbate and think about sex so much.
• It will show that I belong to her and that my cock is hers.
• It will show my seriousness in my commitment to her and reinforce the promise that I will wait for sex and ever ask for sex before marriage.

She will hold the keys and will be so happy in knowing all of this about me.

This whole thing is really turning me on... Can I really not masturbate for a week? (She lives a short flight away and we will only see each other on weekends for now). Later, will it open up the door for more chastity during marriage?

She did say that she might enjoy teasing me a bit when I am locked up... Even tellin me that my dick is small "if that gets me going" as she puts it... And she said it will be good for punishment, and earning my freedom by completing tasks.

Will that, during marriage, lead to forced chastity, and maybe even more humiliation and maybe even feminization? (I have a boyish/ girlish skinny thin body (5'10" 155). Will she find out through all of this fun that i like being a locked up sissy who likes to wear panties? (She already kind of knows that and agreed to try me having shaved legs to see how it feels when we have sex...) Will she eventually feminize me and keep me locked up and make me strap on a bigger cock than my little 5.5" to 6" incher? (She said that if she married a small cocked guy that she would do this, although she thinks I am as big as any she has been with in the past).

Will she love the size of the strap on better than my cock, while I am locked up underneath, and then tease me about my size and make me wear girls clothing and then eventually start thinking about what a REAL cock that size would feel like?

Knowing she's never had one, and that I am whimpy or a wussie (as she has already called me because I am a city boy and she's a country girl). Will she then find out that I have the fantacy to be cuckolded? Will she then figure that its OK to do this if the husband is OK with it and is present?

Is this my fate??

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