No Release

She said, "I bet you'd like that, wouldn't you?"

I said, "What do you mean?"

We had been talking on the internet for a few weeks and the conversation got around to sex. During one of those talks I mentioned there were several sites devoted to chastity. She was interested and wanted to know how it was possible for someone to deny such a powerful basic instinct. I told her about some of the various devices that can be applied to the body and locked, denying any access to the genitals. With the device securely locked, and the key out of reach, it would be possible to prevent any sexual experience. This intrigued her. She joined some of the Yahoo chastity clubs and surfed some of the web sites devoted to chastity and denial.

Over the next few days we talked about what sort of changes a person might go through. She was surprised at the many types of chastity devices. Tubes, cages, belts. She was getting more and more interested in the subject. I had been mildly interested and had purchased some simple chastity devices but had only worn them for a few hours or a day or two. She wanted to talk about how I felt when I was locked and couldn't masturbate. I had to admit there was some sort of subliminal excitement. I told her I realized that being denied made me more horny. Wearing the device was such a turn-on I didn't want to take it off. In fact after I masturbated I felt disappointed, even depressed for a day or two. This made me want to continue wearing a chastity device because of the energy lift it caused.

She wanted to know how long I thought I could last, being locked up, without release. I had never thought about wearing a chastity device for any length of time. Up until now it was an on and off thing, lasting no more than a few hours or days. The more we talked, the more she came back to finding out how long I could remain locked. She asked what I did with the keys to the lock. I told her I just put them on the dresser. She thought it would be a turn-on for her to control the keys.

She was starting to tease me some. She asked if I could remain locked up for a week. Then she asked, how about a month, or a year. I told her I didn't know.

She wanted to know what devices I had to lock my penis. I said they consisted of a tube or cage attached to something that went around the balls. I told her they were not really secure for long-term wear. They could easily slip off, or the penis could be slipped out. She asked if there was something that would be more secure.

Since our conversations had become so focused on chastity, I searched the net for other devices. I found the Neosteel site. They had many variations of stainless steel chastity belts. Some that fit around the waist, some around the hips, all of them with a steel tube enclosing the penis that is covered by a stainless steel plate that is then locked securely. The hasp of the lock is enclosed in solid steel so it cannot be cut off. It looked to be very secure. When I told her about the Neosteel site she immediately logged on and wanted to know if I would be interested in wearing a steel chastity belt.

At this point I was surprised at her eager interest. I asked her if she wanted to wear a chastity belt. Her answer was very emphatic, no. She said her interest was in controlling the male in a chastity belt and asked me again if I would wear one, just as an experiment. I wanted to know what sort of experiment she had in mind. She wondered if it was possible for a male to go without sexual release for an extended period. When I asked her what she meant by extended, she didn't really pin it down. Something about a week or two, or maybe more. Since I had worn some chastity devices and was rather interested in the subject, I agreed.

It took a month or so to get the Neosteel belt delivered. They are made to order and have to be made to the precise measurement of the wearer. When it arrived I was only able to wear it for a few hours. Even though it was made to my measurements it still needed a bit of adjustment and bending, and my body needed to adjust to the confinement. There is no doubt, the steel chastity belt is inescapable. The other devices I had worn in the past were not so secure. This steel belt offered no escape. After a few weeks of getting used to the belt, and making adjustments to its shape so that it conformed to my shape, I was able to wear it comfortably. It became just another piece of underwear.

I told her that the belt and my body had come to an accommodation and I was ready to start whatever experiment she had in mind. Since, by this time, we had been talking for a few months, she knew the longest I had gone without sexual release was about ten days. She decided, and I agreed, two weeks was a rather short test so we set a month to begin the experiment. I had to send a key to her and put the other key suspended in a gallon jug of water in the freezer. That was to be used only in emergency. As far as hygiene. I could keep everything clean by spraying water and soap in and around the belt and tube and drying things off with a blow dryer.

Up until this time I had worn the steel chastity belt, at the most, for a week at a time. Now I had to wear it for a month with no relief. I was interested to find out, not only if I could do it, but how my body would react, and what emotional state I would be in. During the first week, even though I had worn the belt for a week at a time, I felt exhilarated and at the same time agitated because the keys were not in my control. What if I got relly horny? Now I could not take the belt off. It was locked on my body for the month.

Every nite we talked on the internet. She had been surfing the chastity sites and was getting more interested in the female being in control of chastity. One time she started talking about total chastity. What was 'total chastity?' She went into a long conversation about how exciting it is to keep a man locked in a steel belt. This was after I had been locked for two weeks and was getting pretty agitated. I was wondering if I had made a mistake. I opened the freezer and looked at the plastic gallon jug with the key frozen inside. I got on the internet and let her know I was in a bad place. After an hour or so she got me back on track. She pointed out this was an experiment and it was important to continue to find out what were the effects of long term chastity. There was that phrase again, 'long term chastity.'

I began to wonder. What did she mean by long term chastity. Since we agreed I was to be locked in steel for a month I didn't press the subject. I knew at the end of the month I would be allowed release. After three weeks I was still getting aroused but it was becomming easier to sublimate my urges to other interests. I was also enjoying what seemed to be extra energy.Taking a shower takes a bit longer because of the need to get water and soap in and under the the chastity belt, then rinse and blow dry everything.

Wearing the Neosteel has become natural. When I first put it on it was like a foreign object, uncomfortable. Now, after all the adjustments, it is comfortable, reassuring. But I wonder how much longer I can continue to wear it without some release. We talk every nite on the internet. When I express my frustration she continues to remind me we are in this experiment together and it is important to us both to find out what is the effect of long term chastity. I have to agree with her. It is an interesting experiment, but I was still wondering what she meant by 'long term.'

When the month was up, I told her I felt calm and, as the weeks went by, I was less agitated. I was also enjoying the exhilarting energy boost that came from not masturbating. She asked if I felt I could stay locked up for another month. I said I didn't know. She pointed out that I was just getting used to the confinement and one more month wouldn't make that much difference. We talked this over for awhile and I had to agree I was getting used to the confinement and would like to continue the experiment.

She wondered if I was tempted to use the key in the freezer to unlock the belt. I told her I had thought about doing that many times. She pointed out that total chastity meant just that, total. She asked if I would be willing to send the key from the freezer to her so that I would not be tempted to unlock the steel belt. This was now getting very serious. She was right though, as long as I had a key available I was not in total chastity. I agreed and sent the key to her. Now I was locked in a steel belt with no way to get release except by my internet friend.

As the second month of confinement went on our conversations bacame less frequent. We had been talking every nite. Then it was every other nite. When it went to several times a week I began to wonder. She seemed to be teasing me, withholding her attention and encouragement, attempting to increase my frustration.

After I had not heard from her for a full week fear began to build. What had I gotten myself into. Fear turns into panic as questions pop into my head. Will she ever respond? What if she doesn't? Am I stuck in this thing? She said two months, what if I don't hear from her then? How long should I wait? I can't go to a locksmith. The embarassment would be too great. Trying to cut it off with shears would expose some very tender parts of my body to jagged metal and could cause serious injury. It also would destroy a very expensive 'toy.'

I still logged on to the messenger every nite at our regular time and waited. And waited. Finally after eight days, thirty eight minutes after our usual time, there she was. My whole dark world of fear changed to bright hope in that instant. She was bright and cheerful and acted as though nothing out of the ordinary had happened. After I welcomed her and told her how worried I was about her, I asked why she had not been online.

She said, "Did you miss me?"

I said, "Yes, I thought I might have to wear this thing a lot longer than I expected."

"Would that bother you?"

"Not right now, but in the future it might." I replied.

"How long has it been, now. Are we getting close to the two month mark?"

"Three more days."

"Were you getting worried?"

"I was starting to panic. Not knowing what happened to you, or whether I was going to have to cut this thing off, or be stuck wearing it forever."

"I bet you'd like that, wouldn't you?"

"What do you mean?" I said.

"You told me wearing a chastity device gave you energy."

"Right."

"And after you masturbated you got depressed."

"I know, that's true. After masturbating I feel a real let-down and wish I had stayed locked up."

"Then what's the problem?"

I said, "There's not really a problem. I'm just wondering what happens when the two months are up."

"What do you think?"

"Well, I don't have the keys, and you are a long way away."

"That's right, Mr. Chastity. Is it OK if I call you Mr. Chastity?"

"Yes, it's OK, but are you sending the keys back in the next day or two?"

She said, "We started out, like a research team, to examine the effects of long term chastity. I know, we were going month to month. That was to find out if you had the strength to follow through with a serious attempt to examine the effects of orgasm denial. Now that you have gone this long you have shown you can handle it. Yes, I will send the keys back, if that is truly what you want. If you have decided that you no longer are interested in wearing a steel chastity belt. If you no longer care about long term denial. Is that what you want?

I was stunned. I had to take some time to think things through. Finally I said,

"No, that is not what I want. I do enjoy wearing this steel chastity belt and I do enjoy not having the after-masturbation let-down. Keep the keys for now. We'll just have to see how long this can last."

"I was right about you, you are Mr. Chastity. For now your keys are safe with me.

They may be returned to you and, then again, they may not."

I said, "What is your idea of long term?"

"I don't have a definite term in mind. It could be years, it could be decades, or it could be tomorrow. The not knowing is what keeps Mr. Chastity excited. At least that's how it seems, so far."

"Decades. That's one hell of a long time."

"How do you think you will feel after that, Mr. Chastity?"

"It's only been a couple of months, so far. The anxiety I had at the beginning went away but I can't even contemplate decades."

" You may not have to contemplate it, Mr. Chastity, you may get to live it."

"What do you get out of this?"

"I get a thrill out of knowing I have complete control over the sex of a man. Maybe it's something like the thrill you get out of not masturbating."

When the two months came to an end, and I realized there was no release coming anytime in the forseeable future, I evaluated my feelings. Wearing the steel belt wasn't uncomfortable, in fact it was making me feel secure, stronger. I enjoyed the strong steel band around my hips, the look of the shiny stainless steel covering over the penis tube. Most of all I enjoyed the feel of having my penis inside that black tube providing constant stimulation.

By this time hygiene wasn't a problem. I developed a routine for flushing the inside of the several parts of the belt so that my skin stayed healthy. I read on some chastity sites that men were concerned about prostate problems if they didn't ejaculate regularly. I found several studies that showed the body ejects and absorbs unused ejaculate and there were no deleterious effects from long term chastity.

Over the next few months my partner would join me online sporadicaly. I would check every night and sometimes she would be there but most of the time she was missing. I got the impression that she showed up when she was feeling horny and wanted some stimulation. She liked to taunt me, asking how long has it been now, don't you wish you could get out for just a few minutes, what do you think of this experiment now, are you man enough to let me keep the keys forever. She enjoyed her dominant role. I would taunt her back by suggesting that maybe it was time to end the experiment. She would get very protective of her keys, pointing out that it was my interest that got us started on this in the beginning.

I'd like to say I know how this is going to come out, but I have no crystal ball. I can only report that I've been in a steel chastity belt for most of a year. I am still enthusiastic about continuing the experiment. By now it doesn't really matter much whether she returns the keys or not. Our bodies and our minds are very acommodating to changed conditions. My body and my mind have adjusted to this new way of living. It's not for everyone, but it's a very interesting journey for me. Decades? Long Term? We'll see.

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