I am a crossdresser. I am in my late twenties and seem like a normal male to most people I meet. Granted, I get the occasional, 'miss, ma'am, etc', because I have a very small build and long hair that many women would kill for.
I am a heterosexual male who has engaged in a few same-sex activities, but they have been more for the physical sexual pleasure than any true interest in homo/bi-sexuality. I must admit that I have had some interest in fellatio.
I enjoy crossdressing quite a bit and wish that I could just stop wearing what is considered masculine clothing. There are times that I would like to just simply walk outside wearing nothing but a dress, but potential embarassment stops me.
It is currently January 26, 2000 at 12:32 pm. I am sitting here in front of the computer contemplating my current situation. I have just done something I have never done before.
I am wearing a very beautiful dress and a pair of very nice white tights. A pair of jeans and a T-shirt currently covers this. This is how my situation will remain until I live up to my bargain.
I live with my girlfriend and our four-year-old daughter. Because of the daughter, I don't get many opportunities to fully express myself, but that's not truly important. Even when we have a babysitter or similar circumstance, I back out of whatever plans I made. This is my masculine side kicking in.
I have attempted to quell that side many times with no success. I am two people. One is male and the other female. The male hates to give the female control and the female is always searching for a way to gain control over the male.
The deal I just made is that I would lock myself into a particular dress and that I would not be allowed out of it untill I had provided my girlfriend with ten orgasims. I am currently wearing the dress after about twenty minutes of locking it on. There is no way, short of cutting it, which I could never do, to take it off.
I have something to attend on Saturday, for which I will be allowed to remove this dress, although I could always just cover it up as I am doing now.
I've decided to send this rambling to Altairboy because of some of the stories I've read on his site. I want to know what the women in the posistion of my girlfriend, possessing my manhood, so to speak, would do.
I am a very scantly built male with very little body hair with the exception of a very long head of hair. I have recently had my legs and armpits shaved and chest hair is very minimal. I have a bit of facial hair that can easily be removed.
If you are a woman, reading this now, and I was at your mercy, what would you do?
You can e-mail your suggestions or questions to chrystie99@excite.com or bloodwolf99@usa.net
Just a little piece of info: Chrystie is my femme personae e-mail address and the other is my girlfriend. If you want to suggest what I might do, mail Chrystie. If you want to suggest to my girlfriend what to do, mail her. Be anonymous; be obvious, we won't mind.
Thanks,
Chrystie
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