It wasn't always like this. The change in Jessica has been stunning.
When we first discussed getting married she told me of her desire for one year of chastity for me. She told me that she had been hurt by other men and that she didn't want to get hurt again. She told me that men get bored when they can have sex whenever they want. She told me that if I truly loved her, I would consent to her wishes. And that wish was for me to wear a cock cage and for us to wait a year before we begin having sex together. Jessica felt that by waiting a year before having sex that this would guarantee the commitment to our marriage. By agreeing to wait a year to have sex, and by agreeing to wear a cock cage twenty four hours a day, Jessica felt that this would demonstrate the level of my commitment to her and to the marriage. She said that by not having sex for a full year it would heighten my desire for her and that when we did finally have sex, it would be a very intense, very spiritual experience. It would demonstrate the sanctity of our marriage.
Jessica got many of her ideas from her best friend Vanessa. Vanessa, though a stunningly beautiful and confident, haughty woman, was also extremely angry at men. Both of her marriages ended when she discovered her husbands cheating on her. Subsequently, she has become a very bitter and vengeful woman. For some reason she has an affect on Jessica like an older sister. Jessica seems to acquiesce to Vanessa's wishes. Jessica told me that she and Vanessa discussed me and decided that the first year of enforced chastity was the best way to protect Jessica.
Though I found Jessica's wanting to wait a year after we got married very strange, I accepted her terms out of respect and love for her. I think Jessica is the most beautiful and sexy woman I have ever seen and even though the one year wait would be hard to bear, I felt it would be worth it in the end.
Jessica would regularly un-lock the cock cage and let me out. She would allow me to rub my cock up against her moist pussy. The main difference being that she was always allowed to cum, and I was always denied orgasm. Jessica told me that "Men are too over-sexed. By denying you orgasm I'm teaching you restraint and how nice it can be just to cuddle."
Every week Jessica would unlock me and sexually excite and then deny me. We found that after a session of rubbing up against Jessica's pussy I would need to place an ice-pack against my straining cock and my increasingly blue balls in order to get me back into the cock cage. Once I was back inside the cock cage Jessica would usually cum either by playing with her self or letting me eat her to orgasm. She claimed that by her climaxing and me being denied that our sexuality's were more equal. That since women were generally less sexual than men that her cumming and my frustration made us on the same level. I don't really know that it made a lot of sense, but that's what Jessica wanted and I was only too happy to give in to her.
During this period in our relationship Jessica was very sweet, in a kind of little girl way. After a period of sexually exciting and then denying me after she placed the ice pack on me and locking me back into the cock cage she would get very tender with me. She would hold me in her arms and kiss my face tenderly. She would then say "I'm sorry it has to be this way. I'm sorry you have to be so frustrated. Poor little hubby! But soon the year will be up and you and I will have sex all the time and you'll be able to cum as much as you want! It'll be worth the wait, I promise!"
The last time Jessica denied me and begin being very tender she went on to say "You're not mad at me for not letting you cum for a year are you?"
"No, I understand. Besides, it's only for a year. It's not like you're never going to let me cum!"
Jessica began to laugh.
"No. That would be horrible! That would be too cruel! Can you imagine, never cumming again! That would be something!"
"But a year, I can wait a year, if it means then we can be together sexually."
"Yes, as soon as it's a year, you and I will be fucking and you will be cumming as much as you want! You're not mad at me are you?"
"No, I understand your reasons. If that's what makes you happy, then that's what we will do."
And then Jessica began rubbing her clit till she came.
Throughout the first year of our marriage this scene was played out over and over again. Jessica being very tender and girlish with me, even though she did enforce the "No cum" rule with an iron hand.
Finally our one year anniversary had arrived. Finally I was to be let out of my cock cage, Jessica and I would consummate our marriage with a night of passionate lovemaking and I would be allowed to cum after a year of total sexual frustration.
The night started promisingly with Jessica wearing a very sexy outfit consisting of a mini skirt, black three inch high stiletto pumps, a sexy blouse and a dark red shade of lipstick on her lips. After much discussion by Jessica of it being "The Big Night!" I was utterly thrilled at what was about to happen.
Unfortunately, just as we were beginning to get things going the phone rang. It was Vanessa, who, apparently was very upset. Jessica tried to console her over the phone. Apparently the fellow she had been seeing for the last few months was also seeing another woman. Vanessa sounded enraged. Then Jessica said the words to Vanessa that put a shudder down my spine.
"Well, Vanessa, would you like to come over and take out your anger on Andrew? You know, use Andrew as a symbol of what's wrong with men in general?"
I couldn't believe my ears! Not only was my big night being interrupted but by an angry, bitter woman whom my wife was offering me up to for some kind of punching bag.
After Jessica got off the phone she told me that she was sorry but that Vanessa was so upset. She apologized for the interruption to our evening and for the offer to use me as a kind of punching bag. But that she felt that it would really help Vanessa to feel better.
A few minutes later Vanessa showed up and she was extremely angry. The next thing I knew was that a ball gag was being forced into my mouth and then I was told to remove all of my clothes. I complied, not knowing what was going to happen next and fearing the worst. The two women were oddly in sync, as if they had planned this whole evening before. Jessica laid down on the floor on her back and I was told to get on my hands and knees above her. Jessica's face was now inches away from mine. Jessica then spoke.
"Vanessa, since Doug betrayed you so cruelly, why don't you take out your anger on Andrew. Why don't you use Andrew as a stand-in for what you would do to Doug if you could."
I began to scream but with the ball gag in my mouth all that came out was a muffled sound. Then Vanessa spoke.
"Alright, I will. If Doug were here I'd kick him in the balls, hard. So, Andrew, get ready. This is going to hurt you a lot more than it's going to hurt me!"
The next thing I know I feel an explosion of pain in my balls. Vanessa brought up her high heeled platform shoe with her exposed painted red toe-nails up into my balls. After a moment she kicked me again in my balls. At this point, Jessica, who has been watching my face intently begins to kiss my face tenderly and say "Poor baby, poor, poor baby!"
Then, another kick to my now aching balls. Instead of my balls getting relief from a year of frustration, they were being kicked viciously by an angry blonde.
Jessica was continuously kissing my face and making tender comments. But the kicks to my balls kept coming. Kick after kick reined up into my aching balls. After what seemed like an eternity, probably fifteen minutes, Vanessa had had her fill. She probably kicked me in the balls thirty times.
Jessica got up and laid down on our bed, face up. She motioned for me to join her. I hobbled over to the bed and laid down next to her with tears running down my cheeks and my balls throbbing from the pain.
"Do you feel better, Vanessa?" Jessica asked.
"A little, I guess. Men are such pigs! They are all pricks. They always fuck you over. Thanks Jessica for letting me take out my anger on Andrew. Thanks for letting me kick him in the balls like that. I think I feel a little bit better."
With the ball gag still in my mouth I couldn't speak. The way the two women were talking it was like I wasn't even in the room.
"Oh, Vanessa, this probably isn't the best time to ask you this but, I wanted your opinion on something. Tonight is Andrew's and I's one year anniversary. And, as you know, tonight is the night that I'm scheduled to take off Andrew's cock cage and let him make love to me for the very first time. It's also the night when I promised Andrew that he could cum for the first time in a year. But, after seeing you tonight and hearing your story about how Doug betrayed you, I'm beginning to have second thoughts. Do you think I should honor my promise to Andrew and let him make love to me and then cum, or should I post pone this for a while?"
I couldn't believe my ears. What was Jessica doing? Of all the nights not to ask Vanessa's opinion on this matter, this was the one. I started to scream my objection to this line of questioning but to no avail, I was only able to make a groaning sound inside my mouth.
"Oh, I would definitely postpone Andrew's being able to make love to you and letting him cum. As soon as he starts having sex with you and cumming on a regular basis he'll start taking you for granted and start sleeping around on you with other women. Men are all the same. They are all such pigs! No, Jessica, my advice is to put all that off for another year. Just wait one more year, then, you'll really know if Andrew is committed to you. Then, and only then will you be safe."
After a bit more chit chat between the girls Vanessa left. Jessica returned and got on top of the bed and then took the ball gag out of my mouth.
"I'm sorry Andrew, but you're going to have to wait another year before we can have sex and before I'm going to allow you to cum. When I see what keeps happening to Vanessa it just makes me scared."
Jessica begins kissing my face tenderly.
"You understand, don't you honey? I'm just doing this for your own good! I'm just denying you sex and sexual release for another year so that you'll appreciate me more and that you'll be even more committed to this marriage. Are you mad at me?" She asks in the most girlish tone possible.
"No, I understand, I guess."
In truth, I'm totally crushed and devastated. But, I just can't seem to say no to Jessica. Whatever she wants I seem unable to deny her. I'm in some kind of trance when I'm with her. She has this power over me that I cannot resist.
Jessica begins fingering her clit underneath me. I begin to watch and move down the bed to get a closer look. Even though my cock is in its cage it gets totally hard watching my beautiful wife pleasuring herself in this way. I rest my head on Jessica's thigh and watch as she continues to rub her clit in a circular motion with her index finger. Jessica's breathing gets louder and louder and faster and faster. After a few more minutes of this she begins to cum. She then has a very deep and lengthy orgasm. After squealing out in girlish delight, Jessica stops rubbing herself and simply lays there, enjoying her post orgasmic glow.
After a few minutes she opens her eyes.
"You sure you're not mad at me?"
"No, I understand."
"Good! You are soooooooooooooo understanding!" Jessica begins to giggle.
"Poor little hubby. He gets his balls kicked in because another man is having extra sex on the side of his relationship and because of that he gets kicked in the balls and then because of that he doesn't get to have sex or be allowed to cum for another year! Poor baby!" Jessica begins to laugh.
She begins to kiss my face again tenderly.
"It's only one more year. It's really not that big of a deal. Just one more year and you will be allowed to make love to me as much as you want and to cum as much as you want, whenever you want. Poor little hubby, you were so close, I was just about to unlock you from your cock cage and let you make love to me and let you cum. If only Vanessa hadn't call just then! If only she called an hour later, then you'd be lying her on top of me, spent, empty of cum, your cock joyously inside my beautiful pussy. But instead you're lying here all frustrated, locked in your cock cage with your balls throbbing from being kicked so many times! Not only did you not get to fuck me and cum, you got your balls brutally kicked! Poor baby! Poor, poor baby!"
Jessica begins to giggle girlishly. She begins to lick my face. Even after being kicked I respond immediately to the tongue flicking its way across my face. My cock gets immediately erect, and I am again aware of how frustrated I am.
"Are you still horny and frustrated?"
"Yes, you know I am."
"Poor thing! And so close to cumming! What bad luck! But, it only means a delay of one year, so, that's really not so bad. I feel bad for you. I'll tell you what, as a consolation prize, I'll let you worship my ass for a little while, if you'd like. Would you like that?"
"You know I would."
"Good."
Jessica rolls over onto her stomach. She raises her ass up just a bit as I slide down the bed. She turns her head around a bit so that she can see me as I begin worshipping her ass. I begin kissing her delicate asshole gently with reverential kisses. Jessica continues talking to me while I worship her ass.
"Poor hubby! So close to cumming! Oh well, there's always next year. I know it felt bad but I have to admit it was fun lending you out to Vanessa. I feel bad admitting this, but, it was kind of fun watching her kick you in the balls because of her womanizing boyfriend! I loved watching your face contort in pain as her shoe slammed into your blue balls. And I just loved the irony of it all! The fact that the reason you were being kicked in the balls and denied sex was because another man was getting more than his fair share of sex. Because another man was cheating on his girlfriend you get to be kicked in the balls and you get to endure sexual frustration for another whole year!"
As Jessica's commentary becomes more and more humiliating to me and mean spirited I find myself kissing and now licking Jessica's asshole with greater and greater passion and fervor. I'm now feverishly adoring her little pink asshole as Jessica continues.
"I mean, you've got to admit, it's pretty funny! I guess more for me than for you! I think it's all for the best anyway. This way, after two full years of not being to make love to your wife and not being allowed to cum you'll really appreciate me. I don't think one year was enough. Do you agree with me honey? Don't you think it's better this way? Better that you have to wait another whole year?" I pull my lips and tongue off of Jessica's anus for a moment and say "Yes, I guess it's better this way. I guess it's better that I should have to wait another year to cum." I quickly place my lips and tongue back on Jessica's puckered asshole.
"I'm so glad you agree with me! You know, at least you get to kiss and lick my asshole a lot. Sure, other husbands are allowed to make love to their wives and cum whenever they want to, but you get unlimited opportunities to worship your wife's asshole! Some guy's get all the luck!" Jessica begins to laugh.
After a few more minutes with my face in Jessica's butt she pushes my face away with the back of her hand and pulls me next to her in the bed.
"I'm tired! Sleepy time!" Jessica announces in the little girl voice of hers.
"I'm not tired at all." I announce, somewhat irritated.
"Poor little hubby! I guess getting kicked in the balls and being denied sex for another year didn't make you tired! Wifey had such a nice orgasm! Mmmm. Wifey is so tired." Jessica stretches her arms out over her head.
"Sleepy time! Sleepy time!" Jessica begins licking my face the way a child licks an ice cream cone.
"Poor little hubby has to wait another year to cum! That will be two years without cumming! No wonder little hubby is a little irritated! That is irritating! Poor little hubby! So close, yet so, so far! But he did get to kiss wifey's sweet little asshole, so, he shouldn't be too heartbroken. Just one more year now and hubby gets to make love to his sexy and beautiful wife! Just think, only one more year! Mmmm! Wifey is soooooooooo sexy, she's worth the wait! And it's not like wifey won't let poor little hubby never cum!" Jessica begins to giggle girlishly.
"Oh, well, time for sleep! Goodnight little hubby! Just one more year!" Jessica kisses me on the cheek and rolls over to go to sleep. Frustrated as I am I am unable to sleep and toss and turn all night.
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