Dear Altairboy,
I really enjoy your site. It gave me the idea to build my own device. Below is our story. Feel free to use it as you wish. I don't see any harm in listing my return address.
My wife really never has been "into" the bondage thing. She would give in and lock me up occasionally, but I could tell her heart just wasn't in it.
A little over a year ago she had a bad car accident. To make a very long story short, she had injuries that did not get treated after the accident. She had a serious head injury. Due to the nature of that injury, x-rays were taken from about half way down her spinal column and up to her head. No doctor ever dreamed of the damage to her lower back.
Over time she has lost most of the feeling in her legs and is in pain every moment. Pills can no longer touch the level of discomfort that is hers. It has become a struggle just to stand on her own two legs. There is now little strength in what was once her beautiful, shapely legs. Obviously, our sex-life has suffered as well. She rarely feels like participating and, even though she tries to hide it, I can tell it hurts her.
I've been working on a chastity device of my own since I feel it is wrong for me to masturbate. The other day just the two of us were home and I playfully put it on. I could once again tell she was not amused.
Hours went by and it was now time to go to my ex-wife's and get my kids. She was exhausted and in quite a bit of pain. Normally she goes with me to get the kids but this time she was in too much pain. I told her it was time to go and that I needed the key to take the device off before making the drive. She looked at me and coldly said, "No! You're not taking it off." I was stunned. She had rarely shown this much enthusiasm. I went on to tell her that she could trust me. She said she knew she could, but she didn't trust her.
I left to get the kids and to my enjoyment when I returned home, she still refused to let me out. I gave her a lengthy massage when we went to bed. I think she would rather have a good massage know than sex. I didn't sleep well that night as my device, which is basically a chastity cuff, is still quite primitive and causes some discomfort. The swelling that occurs at night causes some discomfort, but I shouldn't complain since her pain is far worse and she can't take hers off for relief.
The following day I was off work. I had only two chores to do today before I could enjoy the rest of my day off. After finishing my work, I noticed that the cuff had nearly fallen off. I went ahead and removed it, pointing out to her why it had been able to come off. She then graciously consented to wrapping me up in saran wrap as we have done on occasion.
It was a lot of fun but I realize now it must have been difficult and painful for her to accomplish.
After an hour or so I decided to try to escape. I had little trouble in freeing myself from my bonds. She’s always telling me I could escape from anything. Anyway, she thought it would be a good idea if Rhonda came over for a while and helped her with the laundry and such before the kids came home from school. I agreed. Rhonda is a dear friend of hers that seems to connect with her on a different level. By the way, Rhonda is my en-femme name.
Rhonda came out wearing a tan jumper with a green long sleeve top, tan hose and black heels. After an hour or so, we sat on the couch and began to talk. All of a sudden I could see tears in her eyes. She asked me what I would do if her condition got bad enough that we could no longer have sex. I was shocked and reassured her I loved her very much and had no desire to divorce her. I reminded her we were married "for better or worse."
I asked her if she knew how often we had sex now. She replied "about once every two weeks." She then said she had a confession to make. She said she had to be honest with me. She told me that we have not been able to find a position yet that doesn’t cause pain for her. Of course I felt bad, putting my desires above what she could endure. She said she would understand if I had an affair and she wouldn't divorce me for it. Once again I reassured her I loved her and no one else.
We also talked about her not being comfortable in "locking me up." She said she would much rather have Rhonda around than to restrain me. I then told her I wanted to be locked up to keep me from playing with my "toy." I told her that I loved her so much, that I didn't want to have access to playing with it. I wanted it to no longer be mine but hers. I also wanted her to hold the key. Having it locked away would insure that it wasn't played with and when she released, it I would know that she was ready for sex. I also suggested I could service her anytime she wanted. She said that she'd rather have a good massage than any type of sex at this point.
She then agreed that it would be a good idea to lock it up and that now that she could see my point. I said there would have to be some modifications to the cuff to get it ready for long-term wear. She instructed me to get to it and get it done. I did, however I see no way to make it comfortable enough for and indefinite sentence. We really need a good quality device, but with her unable to work, we will have to continue with this one. Maybe over time I can find ways of making it more comfortable. I fear that as days go by I will be able to escape. I have shown her pictures of belts on the internet in the past, she just looked at me and said, "There is no way one of those things could hold you. You'd be out in no time!"
It's now been just over a day since she refused to release me. The swelling is getting intense and I don't know how long I can handle the pain. Trouble is... I don't know if she will let me out even if I beg.
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